Monday, August 24, 2009 '

Last week you said you'd never do this to me , But now I'm sitting here wondering why I'm on the shelf again . I know you want to get closer to me . But I don't want to go on if you really do not want this . I hate to sound so jaded . But it seems like nothing's changing . My apathy for apologies is getting stronger No , I can't take this any longer . So why don't you figure out if you want this or not . I know I said that I forgave you . But I don't want to see you go through All this pain of messing up this night over again . Today you took back everything that you saidAnd I'm trying so hard to forget all the lies that came right in, Crashing through your teeth . But I can't say that I've been much betterSo here's this letter . And over again , is what it feels like . I don't want to sit and watch you live a lie

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